I do not even know why I am trying. I am always the one who screw things up, piss people off and make them disappointed. I try to do the right things but it does not matter, because they always end up wrong anyway. I try to make things better but I just make them worse. I do not know what to do. I am sorry for all the pain I have caused. I am sorry for being such a disappointment. I am sorry I am even excisting. I understand if you hate me, because I hate myself too. I do not know how many mistakes I have made just this year and I regret everything like hell!